So many people just look at us and shake their heads. They just can't believe that we can take our four little guys halfway across the world to an underdeveloped country.
Some days I wonder what we're doing here, too. I laugh because I think we look like a traveling circus! Boys running here and there, climbing walls, and wanting to shoot themselves out of canons.
But days like today help me to remember that I can touch the hearts of the people of Cambodia. I was able to sit down with one of the men held at the prison that we go to and just listen to him. Hear how his heart is broken because of a strained relationship with his mother. How his body is sick, but yet he is hopeful for the future. I was able to tell him that my Jesus healed many people and that He can heal him. I prayed for him, nothing outwardly spectacular happened, but I'm trusting that there was some sort of inner change.
We're not here to save the world in 60 days. We're not about saying how easy and perfect our lives are, either. We're just doing the best we can with what God has given us.
Praying that 2011 will be your year to go after all that God has for you!
Friday, December 31, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
Cambodia Day 1-5
I wonder how many of us will just say we'll be full-time Cambodian missionaries to avoid having to travel back to Kona :)
Our travel day began at 4 a.m. in Kona, where we were escorted to the airport by an explosive lightning storm (which we heard is really rare). I could totally feel God's pleasure with each flash. We went to Honolulu - Japan -- Taiwan - Thailand - and finally about 36 hours later we got to home sweet home!
The guest house we stayed in was very spacious and clean. I dubbed it "Love Lane" because there would be sometimes up to four weddings at a time going on along our street.
On day two we went to see the "Killing Fields." This was one of the bigger mass graves site. In the midst of the darkness and despair, God showed me His hope and redemption through nature. As I was there I wrote in my journal: "The crickets are singing, the butterflies are dancing, the birds are chirping -- do they know what happened here? Yes, they are proclaiming God's goodness and faithfulness."
Then, we went to a school-turned torture center during the reign of the Khmer Rouge. Each time I walked into the classrooms that were converted to prison cells I felt the presence of evil on my body. It would be a pain across my shoulders and a heaviness over my eyes. I have come to recognize that sensation as my call to do some serious spiritual warfare through prayer. I have never experienced so much darkness as I had there.
Phnom Penh was a mass of chaotic frenzy. There are no traffic rules there, as mopeds drive anywhere, anytime, in any direction, even on the sidewalks. The boys loved riding in tuk-tuks -- an experience in itself! You can read about it, but nothing compares to seeing these things in real life. Hopefully we'll post some pictures and videos.
You can get a very delicious Cambodian meal here for as little as $2. This would include rice and some meat/vegetable dish.
On Christmas eve, we all went for a boat ride while our friend Hoonie lead us with Christmas carols and worship songs. It was the perfect way to celebrate Jesus' birthday!
Then on Christmas we ventured to the Russian Market, a place well-known for bargaining. I dusted off my skills and got some nice deals. Bought Cambodian pants for me and Cambodian-style shirts for the boys -- probably only tourist wear this stuff now :)
On Dec. 26 we sadly said goodbye to the team that is stationed in Phnom Penh and boarded a bus for our new home in Siem Reap. It took us about 6 hours of traveling time, but for $4.50 it was worth it. Amazing to see the country side -- it was so good for me to get out of the city!
The bus dropped off another team that is stationed in Kampong Thom along the way -- which made yet another difficult goodbye since the boys and I have come to really love these people over the past few months.
I was thrilled when we arrived at our new temporary home in Siem Reap and join up with our team, who has been here for about a week. We're on the outskirts of town, so it's not touristy. And, it's so much more peaceful than Phnom Penh. There's a little place in the front that the kids can actually run around in.
Today we visited a "slum" area that we are calling "The village." It is a possible ministry opportunity for us. We met many families with little children living in thatched huts. We would teach the children English and about God and teach the parents how to encourage their children. We're also looking into going into a drug rehab place in the prison. And on Sundays, we'll be working with a youth group.
Our travel day began at 4 a.m. in Kona, where we were escorted to the airport by an explosive lightning storm (which we heard is really rare). I could totally feel God's pleasure with each flash. We went to Honolulu - Japan -- Taiwan - Thailand - and finally about 36 hours later we got to home sweet home!
The guest house we stayed in was very spacious and clean. I dubbed it "Love Lane" because there would be sometimes up to four weddings at a time going on along our street.
On day two we went to see the "Killing Fields." This was one of the bigger mass graves site. In the midst of the darkness and despair, God showed me His hope and redemption through nature. As I was there I wrote in my journal: "The crickets are singing, the butterflies are dancing, the birds are chirping -- do they know what happened here? Yes, they are proclaiming God's goodness and faithfulness."
Then, we went to a school-turned torture center during the reign of the Khmer Rouge. Each time I walked into the classrooms that were converted to prison cells I felt the presence of evil on my body. It would be a pain across my shoulders and a heaviness over my eyes. I have come to recognize that sensation as my call to do some serious spiritual warfare through prayer. I have never experienced so much darkness as I had there.
Phnom Penh was a mass of chaotic frenzy. There are no traffic rules there, as mopeds drive anywhere, anytime, in any direction, even on the sidewalks. The boys loved riding in tuk-tuks -- an experience in itself! You can read about it, but nothing compares to seeing these things in real life. Hopefully we'll post some pictures and videos.
You can get a very delicious Cambodian meal here for as little as $2. This would include rice and some meat/vegetable dish.
On Christmas eve, we all went for a boat ride while our friend Hoonie lead us with Christmas carols and worship songs. It was the perfect way to celebrate Jesus' birthday!
Then on Christmas we ventured to the Russian Market, a place well-known for bargaining. I dusted off my skills and got some nice deals. Bought Cambodian pants for me and Cambodian-style shirts for the boys -- probably only tourist wear this stuff now :)
On Dec. 26 we sadly said goodbye to the team that is stationed in Phnom Penh and boarded a bus for our new home in Siem Reap. It took us about 6 hours of traveling time, but for $4.50 it was worth it. Amazing to see the country side -- it was so good for me to get out of the city!
The bus dropped off another team that is stationed in Kampong Thom along the way -- which made yet another difficult goodbye since the boys and I have come to really love these people over the past few months.
I was thrilled when we arrived at our new temporary home in Siem Reap and join up with our team, who has been here for about a week. We're on the outskirts of town, so it's not touristy. And, it's so much more peaceful than Phnom Penh. There's a little place in the front that the kids can actually run around in.
Today we visited a "slum" area that we are calling "The village." It is a possible ministry opportunity for us. We met many families with little children living in thatched huts. We would teach the children English and about God and teach the parents how to encourage their children. We're also looking into going into a drug rehab place in the prison. And on Sundays, we'll be working with a youth group.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Deja Stew 2 By Justice Liu
Ever since I came to YWAM I felt a deep passion for China. Previously mom and dad had a passion for China, and now that I have one, so I really feel that God is calling us to go to China. Why else would He give us these deep, deep passions for this lost country?
I was listening to a Christian radio station in Hawaii and the speaker said, "Everyone asks what about the Buddhists? What about the Muslims? What if they haven't heard about Christ? Would they go to hell? The simple answer is once you become a Christian you're a Christian. And so what are you going to do about all these lost people?"
So, I'm ready to go on the mission field. And, how I got this passion is that I found out a lot about China and what they're going through, and I read a book on the missionary Gladys Aylward, how at the time of her work, it was a free country. You could practice any religion, but then, there was a civil war and the communists beat the Chinese army. They wouldn't let you practice Christianity.
They set up a school and there was some questions you had to answer. Some of them were really weird like "How much money did your grandpa have when he died?" Or, "How much children does your uncle have?" But the last question was, "Do you like the new government?" You put a circle if you're for it and an x if you're against it.
Two hundred of them put an x and the Communists were really mad, so they got a plan and they sent out people to beat them up to try and get them to go for the Communists, but it didn't work. They called all the students who were against the government and asked them if they were still against it and they all said yes. These students were Christians. They were all beheaded. Very sad.
And so, I think more people should go to these Communist countries.
I was listening to a Christian radio station in Hawaii and the speaker said, "Everyone asks what about the Buddhists? What about the Muslims? What if they haven't heard about Christ? Would they go to hell? The simple answer is once you become a Christian you're a Christian. And so what are you going to do about all these lost people?"
So, I'm ready to go on the mission field. And, how I got this passion is that I found out a lot about China and what they're going through, and I read a book on the missionary Gladys Aylward, how at the time of her work, it was a free country. You could practice any religion, but then, there was a civil war and the communists beat the Chinese army. They wouldn't let you practice Christianity.
They set up a school and there was some questions you had to answer. Some of them were really weird like "How much money did your grandpa have when he died?" Or, "How much children does your uncle have?" But the last question was, "Do you like the new government?" You put a circle if you're for it and an x if you're against it.
Two hundred of them put an x and the Communists were really mad, so they got a plan and they sent out people to beat them up to try and get them to go for the Communists, but it didn't work. They called all the students who were against the government and asked them if they were still against it and they all said yes. These students were Christians. They were all beheaded. Very sad.
And so, I think more people should go to these Communist countries.
Monday, December 20, 2010
Hi Ho, Hi Ho, it's off to Cambodia we go!
It’s hard to believe that we are leaving the YWAM nest and heading out to Cambodia!
Our time in Kona has been so amazing! To sum up our teaching we learned about: God’s tender heart for everyone, how to use our gifting to express God’s love, compassion for others, how to fight the enemy, how God can heal our past pain to propel us into the future He wants for us, and what our role is for this time in history.
Looking ahead – we will be leaving on Dec. 21 for a 30-hour journey to Cambodia via Honolulu, Taiwan and Thailand. Did I mention that we’re being taken to the airport at 4 a.m.?
We don’t have a lot of details about what we will be doing, but ministries can include, teaching English, working in the prisons, working with children and youth groups and whatever else God places in our path.
We have a place to stay in Siem Reap for about 2 weeks, and then it is suggested that we find a house to rent for the rest of the time. We have a team of 15 people, which includes two families (a total of 7 children), a married couple and two singles.
The team is diverse with a beautiful mix of gifts and personalities. Half of the team is already in Cambodia.
Although we don’t know exactly what God has for us after the outreach, God has placed China on both Jonathan and my heart. It’s exciting to see what will come of that inspiration! We would also like to spend time with family in Hawaii and Australia.
We will be taking our computer to Cambodia, so hopefully we will be able to stay connected! We appreciate all the love and support everyone has given our family! I know that we don’t go there alone, but are lifted up by all of you!
Sending our Christmas blessings to you all!
Love
Liu family
Our time in Kona has been so amazing! To sum up our teaching we learned about: God’s tender heart for everyone, how to use our gifting to express God’s love, compassion for others, how to fight the enemy, how God can heal our past pain to propel us into the future He wants for us, and what our role is for this time in history.
Looking ahead – we will be leaving on Dec. 21 for a 30-hour journey to Cambodia via Honolulu, Taiwan and Thailand. Did I mention that we’re being taken to the airport at 4 a.m.?
We don’t have a lot of details about what we will be doing, but ministries can include, teaching English, working in the prisons, working with children and youth groups and whatever else God places in our path.
We have a place to stay in Siem Reap for about 2 weeks, and then it is suggested that we find a house to rent for the rest of the time. We have a team of 15 people, which includes two families (a total of 7 children), a married couple and two singles.
The team is diverse with a beautiful mix of gifts and personalities. Half of the team is already in Cambodia.
Although we don’t know exactly what God has for us after the outreach, God has placed China on both Jonathan and my heart. It’s exciting to see what will come of that inspiration! We would also like to spend time with family in Hawaii and Australia.
We will be taking our computer to Cambodia, so hopefully we will be able to stay connected! We appreciate all the love and support everyone has given our family! I know that we don’t go there alone, but are lifted up by all of you!
Sending our Christmas blessings to you all!
Love
Liu family
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Deja Stew
When Jon and I first got married, my mom taught me how to make stew. I would make huge vats of it that would last weeks! Jon would lovingly call it "Deja Stew."
Well, I think God is cooking up a huge pot of stew for us, and He's throwing in all sorts of ingredients, letting it simmer and then voila we'll have our next step! So, anytime you see a title called Deja Stew, it just means that I think another ingredient is being thrown into the pot.
Here's what I think is in there to date:
-working at an orphanage
-teaching people how to use computers
-healing the hearts of God's people through prayer and life stories
-spiritual warfare
-reclaiming cultures to God
-glorifying God through dance, drama, memorizing the Bible
-Jamaica
-China
-Seattle
Hmm, sounds delicious!
Well, I think God is cooking up a huge pot of stew for us, and He's throwing in all sorts of ingredients, letting it simmer and then voila we'll have our next step! So, anytime you see a title called Deja Stew, it just means that I think another ingredient is being thrown into the pot.
Here's what I think is in there to date:
-working at an orphanage
-teaching people how to use computers
-healing the hearts of God's people through prayer and life stories
-spiritual warfare
-reclaiming cultures to God
-glorifying God through dance, drama, memorizing the Bible
-Jamaica
-China
-Seattle
Hmm, sounds delicious!
Friday, December 3, 2010
What will we be when we grow up?
What do you get when more than 2,000 missionaries gather together to celebrate 50 years of YWAM? No, it's not a trick question. I'm guessing that a lot of people are saying, "Here I am, send me!" this week.
Which leads me to my question ... God, what do you want us to do when we grow up?
For the first time in this journey I'm wondering if we'll recognize it when we see it. Until then it's kinda fun pondering the possibilities -- will we be working with computers in Jamaica, working at an orphanage in China, testing XBOX games in Seattle?
Hmm, we don't know yet, but our Heavenly Father does and I think He's giddy with anticipation for what He has for our family.
In an article about raising children as part of a missions team Darlene Cunningham writes:
"As we put our obedience to God first, He is far more committed to our families and our ministries than we are, and His will is always the highest and best for everyone and everything. If we seek Him and obey Him in detail, He will never call us to do something that will harm the family."
Thank you, God, that you have a plan for EACH member of Your family!
Which leads me to my question ... God, what do you want us to do when we grow up?
For the first time in this journey I'm wondering if we'll recognize it when we see it. Until then it's kinda fun pondering the possibilities -- will we be working with computers in Jamaica, working at an orphanage in China, testing XBOX games in Seattle?
Hmm, we don't know yet, but our Heavenly Father does and I think He's giddy with anticipation for what He has for our family.
In an article about raising children as part of a missions team Darlene Cunningham writes:
"As we put our obedience to God first, He is far more committed to our families and our ministries than we are, and His will is always the highest and best for everyone and everything. If we seek Him and obey Him in detail, He will never call us to do something that will harm the family."
Thank you, God, that you have a plan for EACH member of Your family!
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Jump for Jubilee!
There's a huge party going on over here in Kailua-Kona because YWAM is 50 this year! What better way to celebrate than to be under the starry Hawaiian sky and reflecting on all that God has done?
At tonight's opening celebration, there were 209 flags representing the countries that have a YWAM connection. Think about that number ... it's amazing! Jonathan had the privilege of carrying his country's flag from Papua New Guinea (many of our friends said, "But he's Chinese!")
Justice said that he hopes he is working at YWAM when they celebrate their 100th birthday. Then he quickly added, "only if that's what God wants me to be doing."
What do you want to do with your next 50 years? What's keeping you from doing it?
At tonight's opening celebration, there were 209 flags representing the countries that have a YWAM connection. Think about that number ... it's amazing! Jonathan had the privilege of carrying his country's flag from Papua New Guinea (many of our friends said, "But he's Chinese!")
Justice said that he hopes he is working at YWAM when they celebrate their 100th birthday. Then he quickly added, "only if that's what God wants me to be doing."
What do you want to do with your next 50 years? What's keeping you from doing it?
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Since the very first day at YWAM I decided to give thanks in ALL situations. That was to be tested immediately when we got word that Cara's flight got cancelled and she would be arriving late. When she arrived I looked at her and said, "In all things give thanks... for what, I don't know, but let's be thankful."
A month later God let us in on His plans. Cara's grandma passed away in Oregon. God, through his infinite love and grace, provided Cara with the means to go back home (she got a flight voucher from the airlines) to be with her family -- all because her flight was cancelled.
So, this Thanksgiving I want to celebrate ALL that is happening in our lives.
I'm thankful for being at YWAM, for the constant buzz around campus, for being able to devote my time to Jesus, for having the miracle maker set me free from the bondages that have held me captive, for freeing Micah from his bondages, for amazing sunsets that I can see from my window each night, and for family and friends both near and far.
Happy Thanksgiving, we're so thankful for you!
A month later God let us in on His plans. Cara's grandma passed away in Oregon. God, through his infinite love and grace, provided Cara with the means to go back home (she got a flight voucher from the airlines) to be with her family -- all because her flight was cancelled.
So, this Thanksgiving I want to celebrate ALL that is happening in our lives.
I'm thankful for being at YWAM, for the constant buzz around campus, for being able to devote my time to Jesus, for having the miracle maker set me free from the bondages that have held me captive, for freeing Micah from his bondages, for amazing sunsets that I can see from my window each night, and for family and friends both near and far.
Happy Thanksgiving, we're so thankful for you!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
The city of brotherly love
There's been some tension in our home for quite some time, mostly surrounding Micah. At his parent-teacher meeting one of the teachers asked why Micah is so contrary. I don't know why my son's heart is so hard. I don't know why he'll say "no" to every "yes".
Last week our class did a program called Plumbline. In short, part of the teaching was about personality types and how we relate to people and situations.
Through that I noticed that Micah (and I) had a spirit of judgement. Often times he would tell Isaiah what to do, how to do it, what to say, and all the ways that Isaiah was doing something wrong. I asked Micah if he could trust mommy and daddy to raise Isaiah and allow Isaiah to be Isaiah. For once he gave a muffled, "yes." That was one week ago.
Today, Isaiah was really thirsty at lunch. I got up to get him a cup of water, but Micah was already on his way back with one for him. Miracles do happen!
Last week our class did a program called Plumbline. In short, part of the teaching was about personality types and how we relate to people and situations.
Through that I noticed that Micah (and I) had a spirit of judgement. Often times he would tell Isaiah what to do, how to do it, what to say, and all the ways that Isaiah was doing something wrong. I asked Micah if he could trust mommy and daddy to raise Isaiah and allow Isaiah to be Isaiah. For once he gave a muffled, "yes." That was one week ago.
Today, Isaiah was really thirsty at lunch. I got up to get him a cup of water, but Micah was already on his way back with one for him. Miracles do happen!
Monday, November 8, 2010
In Living Color
Do you remember that tv show back in the 90s called In Living Color? It had a spot where a Jamaican family all worked at least a dozen jobs each. I'm sure there's clips of it on Youtube--it was quite hilarious.
I'm remembering that because I was like the Jamaican woman in my senior year in college. I was going to school full-time (with a 3.8 GPA), had 2 part-time jobs, was the assistant news director for our college radio station, interned at the local television station news department, was the pledge mistress for our sorority AND planned our wedding! I'm sure I'm leaving things out!
So, being in school again with deadlines and lectures, campus living and the like, I'm able to (for the most part) really manage my time. I think it's almost easy since I don't need to do the day-to-day craziness of life like cooking tons of meals, yardwork, housework, etc.
Housework now consists of wiping down our one counter, vacuuming our one square of carpet, cleaning our one sink, sanitizing our one toilet and scrubbing our one shower stall. Ten minutes later and I'm ready to hit the beach!
What isn't so easy is finding the space to really soak in the teaching how I want to without any little boys clinging to me. I have yet to find that quiet oasis where I can just be. I'm sure it's out there, I just need to find it.
**Stay tuned to a follow-up post on this matter ...
I'm remembering that because I was like the Jamaican woman in my senior year in college. I was going to school full-time (with a 3.8 GPA), had 2 part-time jobs, was the assistant news director for our college radio station, interned at the local television station news department, was the pledge mistress for our sorority AND planned our wedding! I'm sure I'm leaving things out!
So, being in school again with deadlines and lectures, campus living and the like, I'm able to (for the most part) really manage my time. I think it's almost easy since I don't need to do the day-to-day craziness of life like cooking tons of meals, yardwork, housework, etc.
Housework now consists of wiping down our one counter, vacuuming our one square of carpet, cleaning our one sink, sanitizing our one toilet and scrubbing our one shower stall. Ten minutes later and I'm ready to hit the beach!
What isn't so easy is finding the space to really soak in the teaching how I want to without any little boys clinging to me. I have yet to find that quiet oasis where I can just be. I'm sure it's out there, I just need to find it.
**Stay tuned to a follow-up post on this matter ...
More than meets the eye
Justice asked me the other day, "what does 'more than meets the eye' mean?" Of course, he heard this from Transformers, but it was a good segue to a meaningful chat with my beloved son.
Today we took the boys to Lapakahi State Park, which is an ancient Hawaiian village. We brought along our YWAM sack lunch and was looking for a place to eat. Early on the trail we found a big tree with a nice rock wall. Looked like the perfect place to stop until we found out that it was used as a burial ground. That is "more than meets the eye" plus!
Today we took the boys to Lapakahi State Park, which is an ancient Hawaiian village. We brought along our YWAM sack lunch and was looking for a place to eat. Early on the trail we found a big tree with a nice rock wall. Looked like the perfect place to stop until we found out that it was used as a burial ground. That is "more than meets the eye" plus!
Monday, November 1, 2010
More details of our day
Still trying to paint the picture of our new life in Kona!
Every week we have a guest speaker who speaks on a certain topic. Each week we have six pages of homework to put in our journal: 2 pages reflecting on what we learned from the speaker, 1 page listing five quiet times, 2 pages of a Bible verse meditation, 1 page listing highs and lows of the week.
In addition, we have book reports that are due. We are reading through Is that really you God by Loren Cunningham and Present Perfect by ?
In my free time :) ( Ha! what is free time again?) I want to learn more about Cambodia.
Every week we have a guest speaker who speaks on a certain topic. Each week we have six pages of homework to put in our journal: 2 pages reflecting on what we learned from the speaker, 1 page listing five quiet times, 2 pages of a Bible verse meditation, 1 page listing highs and lows of the week.
In addition, we have book reports that are due. We are reading through Is that really you God by Loren Cunningham and Present Perfect by ?
In my free time :) ( Ha! what is free time again?) I want to learn more about Cambodia.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
A day in the life
It's hard to believe that we've been here for almost a month! Thought I'd give you a snapshot of our day.
Most days we wake up at 6 a.m. We usually get down for breakfast by 6:45 a.m. On the menu each day is oatmeal, cereal, and hard boiled eggs, except for weekends when something new comes on the menu. We have sooo much oatmeal that when we went to the beach, Micah was playing with his "Oatmeal making machine".
Between 8-9 a.m. we have worship. Then, 9 a.m.-noon we have a guest speaker in the classroom. So far we have learned about the nature of God, being released to do what God is calling us to do and hearing God's voice.
At noon we run up the hill to pick up Isaiah and Levi so that we can have lunch together. We quickly inhale our food while we sweat from running what feels like a mini-marathon and the crazy intense heat.
By 1 p.m. we are either back in the classroom for outreach prep or getting together in our small groups for discussion. Our class day ends at 2:30 when we pick up Micah, Isaiah and Levi.
You would think that now is the time for family time, but the boys are all wanting to go in different directions. I've decided to be the snack mom and have my boys in for a snack and chat and they can have any friends in for it too. As long as I get some time with my boys. Then, they're off again.
Dinner is at 5 p.m. Followed by more playing. Then it's time to unwind for bedtime at 8 p.m.
Crazy, but true! We're all loving it!
Most days we wake up at 6 a.m. We usually get down for breakfast by 6:45 a.m. On the menu each day is oatmeal, cereal, and hard boiled eggs, except for weekends when something new comes on the menu. We have sooo much oatmeal that when we went to the beach, Micah was playing with his "Oatmeal making machine".
Between 8-9 a.m. we have worship. Then, 9 a.m.-noon we have a guest speaker in the classroom. So far we have learned about the nature of God, being released to do what God is calling us to do and hearing God's voice.
At noon we run up the hill to pick up Isaiah and Levi so that we can have lunch together. We quickly inhale our food while we sweat from running what feels like a mini-marathon and the crazy intense heat.
By 1 p.m. we are either back in the classroom for outreach prep or getting together in our small groups for discussion. Our class day ends at 2:30 when we pick up Micah, Isaiah and Levi.
You would think that now is the time for family time, but the boys are all wanting to go in different directions. I've decided to be the snack mom and have my boys in for a snack and chat and they can have any friends in for it too. As long as I get some time with my boys. Then, they're off again.
Dinner is at 5 p.m. Followed by more playing. Then it's time to unwind for bedtime at 8 p.m.
Crazy, but true! We're all loving it!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Put on the full armor
I just watched the movie "Killing Fields" in preparation for our outreach in Cambodia. My heart broke. Then, my heart was gripped with fear.
Something inside said there's no way that I will take my children to anywhere that even has the remote possibility that my children will be hurt! Even as I was feeling this, I knew that wasn't what God wanted for me or my family. But, what could I do?
Yesterday the guest speaker, Tray Shephard, said that all too often Chrisitanity looks like people guarding the walls of a castle, saying that if you want to come in, you need to learn our language, culture and ways.
But, Tray says, we as Christians need to be finding the evil in the world and vanquishing it in the name of Jesus. That we shouldn't go with our fists, but with our arms wide open. And, sometimes our warrior cry is actually our tears.
It was in that moment, that truth, that I saw a picture in my mind of me placing a helmet on Isaiah and handing Levi a small dagger.
We are using this time God has given us in Kona we are prepare for battle. Not as the world battles, but how our Heavenly Father does His warfare. Those times will be filled with compassion, tears and love. It might look like us going into an orphanage, or feeding the hungry or giving hope to the hopeless. Whatever it is, we as a family are standing up and saying, "Yes, Lord, choose me!"
Something inside said there's no way that I will take my children to anywhere that even has the remote possibility that my children will be hurt! Even as I was feeling this, I knew that wasn't what God wanted for me or my family. But, what could I do?
Yesterday the guest speaker, Tray Shephard, said that all too often Chrisitanity looks like people guarding the walls of a castle, saying that if you want to come in, you need to learn our language, culture and ways.
But, Tray says, we as Christians need to be finding the evil in the world and vanquishing it in the name of Jesus. That we shouldn't go with our fists, but with our arms wide open. And, sometimes our warrior cry is actually our tears.
It was in that moment, that truth, that I saw a picture in my mind of me placing a helmet on Isaiah and handing Levi a small dagger.
We are using this time God has given us in Kona we are prepare for battle. Not as the world battles, but how our Heavenly Father does His warfare. Those times will be filled with compassion, tears and love. It might look like us going into an orphanage, or feeding the hungry or giving hope to the hopeless. Whatever it is, we as a family are standing up and saying, "Yes, Lord, choose me!"
Thursday, October 14, 2010
It takes a village
It's loud here. It's busy. There's always people around. Finding solitude is near impossible. And that's exactly how Loren Cunningham, the founder of YWAM wanted it.
In his book "Is That Really You, God?" he writes that he designed this Kona campus to look like a village where everyone would live together in a relationship-oriented lifestyle.
Now, this is quite different from my sanctuary at Lake Margaret. This whole noise thing from sun up to sun down was concerning me. I wondered how would I ever find my peace?
So, I went to Walmart and grabbed a pack of earplugs to silence the buzz. As I stood in the aisle contemplating my purchase, I felt the need to put them back. It just didn't seem right to pay $2 to fight against what God is obviously wanting to do in my life.
It all makes sense today as I read that it wasn't by mistake that this campus is so active, that's what it was meant to be. Who am I to mess with that?
On our way back to campus I asked Micah's teacher Mariya if she knew what all the construction hub bub was near our apartment. She said that it's the stage for YWAM's 50th Anniversary Celebration in November. Oh, God, you sure do have a sense of humor!
Did I mention that they're expecting nearly 5,000 people?
In his book "Is That Really You, God?" he writes that he designed this Kona campus to look like a village where everyone would live together in a relationship-oriented lifestyle.
Now, this is quite different from my sanctuary at Lake Margaret. This whole noise thing from sun up to sun down was concerning me. I wondered how would I ever find my peace?
So, I went to Walmart and grabbed a pack of earplugs to silence the buzz. As I stood in the aisle contemplating my purchase, I felt the need to put them back. It just didn't seem right to pay $2 to fight against what God is obviously wanting to do in my life.
It all makes sense today as I read that it wasn't by mistake that this campus is so active, that's what it was meant to be. Who am I to mess with that?
On our way back to campus I asked Micah's teacher Mariya if she knew what all the construction hub bub was near our apartment. She said that it's the stage for YWAM's 50th Anniversary Celebration in November. Oh, God, you sure do have a sense of humor!
Did I mention that they're expecting nearly 5,000 people?
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Four is the new Two
At the end of November, YWAM will host a huge 50th year celebration here in Kona. They are expecting between 4,000 to 5,000 people are expected to invade the YWAM campus.
Whenever our base gathers together the speaker always says that this is a special quarter, a time of the Lord's favor. I laughingly brush it aside thinking, "Aw, you say that to all the quarters." But, what if it's true? What if they sense God's stirring? What if they feel that there is something big on the horizon?
So far, I can recognize something big -- it's the amount of families that He has called to meet Him here. Our Crossroads DTS has 49 adults and 39 children! There is a family with 7 children, 6 children, couple of us have 4 children, then there's the ones with 3, 2 and 1 child.
Many of you know our story and how we feel that we are to remain open to God's leading for us, to sell our home, quit our jobs, etc. So have many of the families here! We are all homeless, jobless, but filled with God's hope for our futures.
He is preparing His army. And, I think many of them will be under the age of 12.
Whenever our base gathers together the speaker always says that this is a special quarter, a time of the Lord's favor. I laughingly brush it aside thinking, "Aw, you say that to all the quarters." But, what if it's true? What if they sense God's stirring? What if they feel that there is something big on the horizon?
So far, I can recognize something big -- it's the amount of families that He has called to meet Him here. Our Crossroads DTS has 49 adults and 39 children! There is a family with 7 children, 6 children, couple of us have 4 children, then there's the ones with 3, 2 and 1 child.
Many of you know our story and how we feel that we are to remain open to God's leading for us, to sell our home, quit our jobs, etc. So have many of the families here! We are all homeless, jobless, but filled with God's hope for our futures.
He is preparing His army. And, I think many of them will be under the age of 12.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
The price
I don't know if there's any way to cushion what's been going on in my heart the past day. I don't know if there's any way to say it nicely. So, I'm just going to say it ... Let's not live any longer with a cheap view of God.
I had the privileged opportunity to speak with several people from China who are here on the YWAM base. As we're sharing our stories it becomes quickly evident that our journeys are not the same, that our sacrifices are not the same, that our reverence for all things God are not the same.
In sadness I realized that we are allowed to worship God freely, but how many of us really give Him the worship He deserves?
But these people risk it all, give their all and hunger for all things God despite the possibility of persecution. Would I be willing to do the same? Would I be willing to walk the path they have chosen? Am I really ready to say "take it all?"
I had the privileged opportunity to speak with several people from China who are here on the YWAM base. As we're sharing our stories it becomes quickly evident that our journeys are not the same, that our sacrifices are not the same, that our reverence for all things God are not the same.
In sadness I realized that we are allowed to worship God freely, but how many of us really give Him the worship He deserves?
But these people risk it all, give their all and hunger for all things God despite the possibility of persecution. Would I be willing to do the same? Would I be willing to walk the path they have chosen? Am I really ready to say "take it all?"
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Can you hear me now?
Now, for the location of our house. Picture this. In front of our two-story building is the kid's playground. Behind us is the cafeteria. To the left is the Ohana Court where all the main events take place. To the right is the pool.
God placed us right in the center of all the major happenings on campus. Gatherings and social events go late into the night behind us, while we are greeted at 5:30 a.m. with the clanking of the kitchen.
The crazy thing is is that this country-loving, forest-dwelling girl needs a little more space and quiet! Apparently God has other plans for me. And, I want those plans. So, as soon as I can get some transportation somewhere, I'm going to buy some earplugs!
God placed us right in the center of all the major happenings on campus. Gatherings and social events go late into the night behind us, while we are greeted at 5:30 a.m. with the clanking of the kitchen.
The crazy thing is is that this country-loving, forest-dwelling girl needs a little more space and quiet! Apparently God has other plans for me. And, I want those plans. So, as soon as I can get some transportation somewhere, I'm going to buy some earplugs!
Friday, October 1, 2010
The First 24
Aloha from Hawaii!
It's been a mad dash for us to get to the STARTING LINE, but we did it! With the help of amazing families like the Ficks, Parsons, Yaholkovskys, Lees and Iwasakis our last day in Seattle was spent dropping off our van for shipping to Hawaii, doing a last-minute dump run to clean the house (*did I tell you GOD SOLD THE HOUSE!!), fix damage done due to a leak in the roof, and trying to think thin so that our bags don't go over 50 pounds!
*I need to break away from the story for this important message -- Isaiah just woke up and got changed into a long-sleeved shirt and pants! I think he'll soon learn :)
The plane ride went well! Boys did great, parents did OK, too!
This is where I want to record my initial thoughts, because I know that all too soon it will become common place in my mind.
I was struck with the landscape. I never realized the vast expanse of the lava rocks everywhere! But it was good to see some old familiar friends -- plumeria trees, palm trees, lizards and roaches.
When we arrived, we got to meet the leaders of our school and see our new digs for the quarter. It's actually quite spacious. You walk in the door, and on the left is a closet followed by the kitchen area that has a micro, cupboard and a full-size refrigerator.
On the right is more closets and the sink, with an attached shower stall and toilet.
The main floor has a queen size bed, desk, rattan seating set (totally a Hawaii thing!), plastic dining set, a pack and play for Levi and high chair.
Now, for the loft. I know everyone's been wondering about this. Think Charlie and the Chocolate Factory as they walk toward the door and the room gets smaller and smaller. That's what it is. So, there are stairs from the main living area to go to the open lof with 3 twin beds for the bigger boys.
There's also 5 dressers -- more than we even owned!
I will continue more later, as this is already getting quite long ... Stay tuned ... Same bat time, same bat channel.
It's been a mad dash for us to get to the STARTING LINE, but we did it! With the help of amazing families like the Ficks, Parsons, Yaholkovskys, Lees and Iwasakis our last day in Seattle was spent dropping off our van for shipping to Hawaii, doing a last-minute dump run to clean the house (*did I tell you GOD SOLD THE HOUSE!!), fix damage done due to a leak in the roof, and trying to think thin so that our bags don't go over 50 pounds!
*I need to break away from the story for this important message -- Isaiah just woke up and got changed into a long-sleeved shirt and pants! I think he'll soon learn :)
The plane ride went well! Boys did great, parents did OK, too!
This is where I want to record my initial thoughts, because I know that all too soon it will become common place in my mind.
I was struck with the landscape. I never realized the vast expanse of the lava rocks everywhere! But it was good to see some old familiar friends -- plumeria trees, palm trees, lizards and roaches.
When we arrived, we got to meet the leaders of our school and see our new digs for the quarter. It's actually quite spacious. You walk in the door, and on the left is a closet followed by the kitchen area that has a micro, cupboard and a full-size refrigerator.
On the right is more closets and the sink, with an attached shower stall and toilet.
The main floor has a queen size bed, desk, rattan seating set (totally a Hawaii thing!), plastic dining set, a pack and play for Levi and high chair.
Now, for the loft. I know everyone's been wondering about this. Think Charlie and the Chocolate Factory as they walk toward the door and the room gets smaller and smaller. That's what it is. So, there are stairs from the main living area to go to the open lof with 3 twin beds for the bigger boys.
There's also 5 dressers -- more than we even owned!
I will continue more later, as this is already getting quite long ... Stay tuned ... Same bat time, same bat channel.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
First in the family
As I write this our two oldest "children" Chappy and Sasha are on their way to Hawaii. Yes, they're dogs, but they are our dogs ... our first glimpse into a life of responsibility. In Hawaii they will encounter new smells, tastes, weather and words. Nothing will be familiar to them when they land.
In a few short days we'll be faced with helping our little boys acclimate to the change, too. Seattle is all they have known. This is the place they love. Their friends. Their church. Their classes. Their forest. Their house. Their lake.
But they are trusting in us that we are leading them to a good place for them. They have given up so much willingly, probably even more so than us.
Just as they are depending on us, we too are depending on God to be our Father to lead us to the paths He has for us. Though we don't know the outcome, we know we're doing it together as a family -- canine and human -- under the grace of God.
In a few short days we'll be faced with helping our little boys acclimate to the change, too. Seattle is all they have known. This is the place they love. Their friends. Their church. Their classes. Their forest. Their house. Their lake.
But they are trusting in us that we are leading them to a good place for them. They have given up so much willingly, probably even more so than us.
Just as they are depending on us, we too are depending on God to be our Father to lead us to the paths He has for us. Though we don't know the outcome, we know we're doing it together as a family -- canine and human -- under the grace of God.
Monday, September 20, 2010
...and puppy dog "tales" that's what little boys are made of ...
How little boys process this long journey of finding a solution for our dogs ...
Justice to Micah: Ok, I'm going to take you to your new kennel.
Micah (a.k.a. Puppy Woof-Woof): But, I don't want to go to a kennel, I want a real home with a roof.
Justice: This is a real home, it's just an apartment.
Micah: Oh, this is a really nice kennel.
Isaiah: I just died-ed (*note: Isaiah is always the one who dies and needs to be revived, whether pretending to be an army man or now as a dog)
Justice to Micah: Ok, I'm going to take you to your new kennel.
Micah (a.k.a. Puppy Woof-Woof): But, I don't want to go to a kennel, I want a real home with a roof.
Justice: This is a real home, it's just an apartment.
Micah: Oh, this is a really nice kennel.
Isaiah: I just died-ed (*note: Isaiah is always the one who dies and needs to be revived, whether pretending to be an army man or now as a dog)
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Hot dogs! Get your hot dogs!
*Ok, my titles might seem a bit out there, but it's the first thing I think of so I go with it!
In a truly amazing act of God, our house is being sold! We had an interested buyer who was asking for a way low price, so the negotiations ended and we decided to move forward. We took the house off the market, signed papers to turn it into a rental, and then WHAM the buyer comes back with a reasonable offer.
It's one thing to say goodbye to a house, but another to try to say goodbye to our dogs. Now that our house is being sold, and us not knowing what will happen after YWAM, we began desperately looking for a loving home here for them. We wanted them to have stability, love and happiness.
I spent many months crying over them and wondering why God would call the human members of our family out, while "sacrificing" the canine companions. It seemed like the unselfish thing to do would be to spare them from our uncertain futures.
But, they're our family and we're in for the ride together! Where we go, they will follow! So, they will be spending 4 months in quarantine in Hawaii, and then the next two months with my dad. My dad is an animal lover and my heart is so happy that I know they'll be loved when we're not there.
That's as far as the planning for us goes. We don't know what's in our future. We don't know where we'll live, or what jobs we'll have or what country we'll be in, but we do know that we're going to do our best to stick together. So, they'll just need to get used to being "hot dogs"!
In a truly amazing act of God, our house is being sold! We had an interested buyer who was asking for a way low price, so the negotiations ended and we decided to move forward. We took the house off the market, signed papers to turn it into a rental, and then WHAM the buyer comes back with a reasonable offer.
It's one thing to say goodbye to a house, but another to try to say goodbye to our dogs. Now that our house is being sold, and us not knowing what will happen after YWAM, we began desperately looking for a loving home here for them. We wanted them to have stability, love and happiness.
I spent many months crying over them and wondering why God would call the human members of our family out, while "sacrificing" the canine companions. It seemed like the unselfish thing to do would be to spare them from our uncertain futures.
But, they're our family and we're in for the ride together! Where we go, they will follow! So, they will be spending 4 months in quarantine in Hawaii, and then the next two months with my dad. My dad is an animal lover and my heart is so happy that I know they'll be loved when we're not there.
That's as far as the planning for us goes. We don't know what's in our future. We don't know where we'll live, or what jobs we'll have or what country we'll be in, but we do know that we're going to do our best to stick together. So, they'll just need to get used to being "hot dogs"!
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Three for three?
Do we even dare believe that the countries that is on our hearts will be our outreach locations?
The three places we are interested in are India, Cambodia and China.
We just received word that India and Cambodia are the two possibilities the leadership team have chosen so far ... hmmmm, I wonder about the third ..... Stay tuned ....
The three places we are interested in are India, Cambodia and China.
We just received word that India and Cambodia are the two possibilities the leadership team have chosen so far ... hmmmm, I wonder about the third ..... Stay tuned ....
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Every time we take a drive Micah is super interested to find out if we know where we're going. He gives a big sound of relief whenever we say yes.
But, I can say that on this journey we're on now, we don't know where we're going, yet Micah and the boys are still trusting that we'll get them to the right destination.
I just pray that our spiritual GPS has updated its maps!
But, I can say that on this journey we're on now, we don't know where we're going, yet Micah and the boys are still trusting that we'll get them to the right destination.
I just pray that our spiritual GPS has updated its maps!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Breaking up is hard to do
We are on the verge of POSSIBLY getting an offer on our home. I have a lump in my throat -- no, not a lump, a basketball.
The decision to sell our house has been a painful one. Going back and forth about what is the best thing to do? But, there's just so many questions ... will we be coming back to Seattle? What kind of job are we going to get? On and on the questions go, with really no answers.
But, we truly belive that God said not to worry about what will happen in the future, just keep focused on the here and now and He'll reveal to us what we need to know when we need to know.
Until then, I need to deal with this basketball and trust that we will be ok. But, breaking up is still so hard to do.
The decision to sell our house has been a painful one. Going back and forth about what is the best thing to do? But, there's just so many questions ... will we be coming back to Seattle? What kind of job are we going to get? On and on the questions go, with really no answers.
But, we truly belive that God said not to worry about what will happen in the future, just keep focused on the here and now and He'll reveal to us what we need to know when we need to know.
Until then, I need to deal with this basketball and trust that we will be ok. But, breaking up is still so hard to do.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Should I Stay or Should I Go?
One of the favorite verses of mine and my mom's is "Be still and know that I am God." We each have our own reasons for loving that verse, but the heart behind it is the same. It is just knowing that we can be assured that God is able to handle anything that we might be facing.
Now, if you know me, "Be still" isn't quite how you would describe my (or my mom's) personality. We are doers, go-getters, planners and shakers.
That is why I was so excited to read in my Bible this morning: "Oh, God, do not be still" Psalm 83:1.
So, as God calls me to be still in anticipation of what He has for me, I am encouraged that He is not still!
Solomon said there is a time for everything -- what do you need to be doing right now?
Now, if you know me, "Be still" isn't quite how you would describe my (or my mom's) personality. We are doers, go-getters, planners and shakers.
That is why I was so excited to read in my Bible this morning: "Oh, God, do not be still" Psalm 83:1.
So, as God calls me to be still in anticipation of what He has for me, I am encouraged that He is not still!
Solomon said there is a time for everything -- what do you need to be doing right now?
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
How Does Your Garden Grow?
With all the craziness of trying to sell the house, we just didn't have the time to invest into the vegetable garden this year. We barely got the seeds in the ground, said a quick prayer, and hoped for the best.
Our pea-patch turned out to be a thistle-ridden, weed-infested hot spot with only a few patches of edible delights.
Recently, I spent a couple of hours sacrificing my fingers to my thorny foes and managed to irradicate almost all of them from the plot. But, I began to realize that as I was pulling out the weeds, I was also pulling out the real vegetables along with them. Their roots had become so tangled with one another.
The ones that didn't get yanked out immediately collapsed on its side since it didn't have the support it once had.
Hmmm, I thought, this scene can be fodder for tons of analogies about love, life, God.
So, I ask you again, how does your garden grow?
Our pea-patch turned out to be a thistle-ridden, weed-infested hot spot with only a few patches of edible delights.
Recently, I spent a couple of hours sacrificing my fingers to my thorny foes and managed to irradicate almost all of them from the plot. But, I began to realize that as I was pulling out the weeds, I was also pulling out the real vegetables along with them. Their roots had become so tangled with one another.
The ones that didn't get yanked out immediately collapsed on its side since it didn't have the support it once had.
Hmmm, I thought, this scene can be fodder for tons of analogies about love, life, God.
So, I ask you again, how does your garden grow?
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
I just lost 50 pounds!
To fully understand my secret to success you need to understand something about me -- I am a book lover. I love how they look, how they feel, how they SMELL! Yes, how they smell!
To illustrate even further, when I borrow a book from someone it's as if I have a precious document in my possession. I will keep it in a special bag and tuck it safely away in my sweater drawer when I'm not reading it. And when I'm ready to peruse the pages, I gingerly open the book just enough to take a peek inside.
I would never dream of bending the spine, or folding a page, even writing in a book only happens if I read something utterly profound.
Ready for my weight loss secret? I got rid of 30+ years worth of memories in the form of year books and cook books. So you might be thinking at this point "big deal," but let me go on. I, Mrs. Book Lover, tore out the pages I wanted and recycled the rest.
When Jonathan wanted a favorite chicken recipe of ours and I pulled out a ragged sheet from a cookbook I could see his eyes bulge and heard a gasp as he saw what I had done. Yes, in my zeal to purge I have broken my oath to lovingly care for ALL books.
But, I lost 50 pounds!
Are there areas in your life that could use a little weight loss management?
To illustrate even further, when I borrow a book from someone it's as if I have a precious document in my possession. I will keep it in a special bag and tuck it safely away in my sweater drawer when I'm not reading it. And when I'm ready to peruse the pages, I gingerly open the book just enough to take a peek inside.
I would never dream of bending the spine, or folding a page, even writing in a book only happens if I read something utterly profound.
Ready for my weight loss secret? I got rid of 30+ years worth of memories in the form of year books and cook books. So you might be thinking at this point "big deal," but let me go on. I, Mrs. Book Lover, tore out the pages I wanted and recycled the rest.
When Jonathan wanted a favorite chicken recipe of ours and I pulled out a ragged sheet from a cookbook I could see his eyes bulge and heard a gasp as he saw what I had done. Yes, in my zeal to purge I have broken my oath to lovingly care for ALL books.
But, I lost 50 pounds!
Are there areas in your life that could use a little weight loss management?
Saturday, July 24, 2010
There's no place like home
Well, the price reduction of our home was as painful as we anticipated. The stress and pressure of it all utterly exhausted us physically and emotionally.
I didn't think that totally surrendering everything would be this difficult. Almost every day and every moment we need to lay down our wants, desires, security, etc. to go after the God we serve.
I'm interested to see what will happen with our home sale. Praying for our open house next Saturday!
What are some things in your life that you are valuing more than what God has for you?
I didn't think that totally surrendering everything would be this difficult. Almost every day and every moment we need to lay down our wants, desires, security, etc. to go after the God we serve.
I'm interested to see what will happen with our home sale. Praying for our open house next Saturday!
What are some things in your life that you are valuing more than what God has for you?
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Feeling a bit stiff-necked -- I need a massage!
Every time I would read about the Israelites journey in Exodus I would marvel at all their complaining! How could they whine when God would provide them manna in the morning, meat at night, water in the desert ... not to mention just being rescued from the mighty Egyptian army.
Yes, I thought all those things -- until tonight. On July 22, I officially joined the ranks of being one of God's "Stiff-Necked People."
We are on the eve of meeting with our realtors to discuss a price drop for the sale of our home. It has been on the market for almost two months.
I could feel the anxiety rise as Jon and I were praying about it tonight, and for the first time on this adventure, I had the thought of abandoning it all and running back to the security of Microsoft (read that as Egypt!) and living in our beautiful home (hmm, slave to the American Dream) forever!
The thought lasted for about six seconds, but it was long enough. I had just entered the Stiff-Necked Zone.
So, welcome to Our Dream, the good, the bad and the downright crazy! Perhaps not the best way to start a Blog, but hey, at least you know it will be real.
Have you said "thank you" today to the people who help make your daily life run smoothly?
Yes, I thought all those things -- until tonight. On July 22, I officially joined the ranks of being one of God's "Stiff-Necked People."
We are on the eve of meeting with our realtors to discuss a price drop for the sale of our home. It has been on the market for almost two months.
I could feel the anxiety rise as Jon and I were praying about it tonight, and for the first time on this adventure, I had the thought of abandoning it all and running back to the security of Microsoft (read that as Egypt!) and living in our beautiful home (hmm, slave to the American Dream) forever!
The thought lasted for about six seconds, but it was long enough. I had just entered the Stiff-Necked Zone.
So, welcome to Our Dream, the good, the bad and the downright crazy! Perhaps not the best way to start a Blog, but hey, at least you know it will be real.
Have you said "thank you" today to the people who help make your daily life run smoothly?
What if you could dream?
It's in the little, day-to-day things -- when put together -- create a magnificent picture that you know didn't just happen by chance. Thanks to my dear friend Alicia for encouraging me to chronicle our journey toward all that God has for our family and the lives we will touch along the way.
This new chapter in our life began in March when I asked Jonathan, "If you could really dream about what you would do, what would it look like?"
Through prayer we discovered that we were to leave Microsoft and go on a missions trip as a family. We weren't really expecting that to be the answer ... we thought it might be more like working with XBOX or Google, not a missions trip ... however, we weren't surprised either.
In September, we will be joining up with YWAM in Kona for a 3-month training time followed by 2 months of overseas mission work. We have a feeling that God will reveal our next step as we walk this faith walk.
To be totally available to the "what next" factor, we have put our house on the market and are excited to see what 2011 will be like.
But, as the title says, a little more information would be appreciated! We are being stretched in ways we have never been before. We won't always get it right, but we know we're on the right track to becoming a family of faith.
What's your dream?
This new chapter in our life began in March when I asked Jonathan, "If you could really dream about what you would do, what would it look like?"
Through prayer we discovered that we were to leave Microsoft and go on a missions trip as a family. We weren't really expecting that to be the answer ... we thought it might be more like working with XBOX or Google, not a missions trip ... however, we weren't surprised either.
In September, we will be joining up with YWAM in Kona for a 3-month training time followed by 2 months of overseas mission work. We have a feeling that God will reveal our next step as we walk this faith walk.
To be totally available to the "what next" factor, we have put our house on the market and are excited to see what 2011 will be like.
But, as the title says, a little more information would be appreciated! We are being stretched in ways we have never been before. We won't always get it right, but we know we're on the right track to becoming a family of faith.
What's your dream?
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